NOW

What am I doing in this middle of a lonely nite, where the wind from the spinning fan is blowing right infront of my face, drying my dampen hair after a long session of jog, when both hubby and honey are sleeping? Couldn't really get myself in a sleeping mode hence end up writing again!

Lately, getting the momentum to jog and not for a while but real long, I mean based on my standard. I'm trying hard to shed those ugly flabby fats that was since accumulated since the day I was preggie. To be honest, it takes lots of discipline and determination to achieve my acceptable weight. It's not easy as I have to shed 18kg. And now, I have 8kg more to shed. This is real tough for me. Oh please, this is torturing. But what to do? This is vinity. Not for anyone but myself. To feel good again. The joy when I could wear those small baby tee and those pre-preggie dresses which I bought a year ago. This is a celebration of life again!