Fail Again

Failed Again! Just came back from my exam! Needless to say, the header speak for itself.

CLICK! The result appear as FAILED!

The invigilator handed my result slip & off I go! Folded the slip and stuff it in my bag.

Who can I blame but myself?

The 1st person I was seeking refuge was my dear hubby. Was controlling my tears.

Fiona: Can I go for a walk?

Hubby: Can you come home 1st?

Fiona: Can I be alone for awhile?

Hubby: Can you come home please? I can be there for you if you want to. Just come home 1st. Let me see you at the station.

The next person I called was S. She's a wonderful friend. She is willing to coach me despite her busy schedule and dating!

Concurrently, met up with hubby at the station. As sweet as before, hubby planted a kiss on my forehead. This time, we remain silent. Hubby was understanding, he knew I needed space. All I want was companion, someone who walk with me through all journey without uttering a word. My grievous cry and frustration emerged. But still, not a word from hubby.

I need to attune my thoughts.

Somehow, my inner soul has done the right job. These was what she had whispered to my ears.

Fail again! Never mind, try again! Try & Try & Try!

Always remember, each failure will only make you better and knowledgeable.

You will be successful!

Don't lose heart.

Go on ...

You are a survivor.

No one can help you but yourself.

Stand up Fiona.

Don't be despair!

This is not YOU!

Overcome the hurdles.

You are a strong woman.

Prove to yourself & Celestine.

You can make it.

Just go on.

Fiona, you can make it.

Tomorrow is a better day!

Here I am! I'm back again to my Dreamy Bloggie.

Bless myself and Bless everyone who is reading my Dreamy Bloggie.

I'm not dreaming but I know, what my inner soul has spoken will come true, one fine day.

Yes, I'm going to make it right.

Even though, the PASSING of this exam is important but the fundamental is my attitude towards learning and leading a happy life.