Books Hunting

Books hunting ~~~ My monthly affair

Loves to hunt for books @ the retail bookshop.

Hates to borrow from the library. {Scraggy, Dirty & Out-dated}

I'm ok with the $$$ spent if the book is worthwhile.

Sad to say, I have no decent place to store or display my collection. Only to pile them in boxes. Actually, I always wanted a room to display all my books and collection. A room where I can sit and relax with a cuppa in the evening without any disturbance.

Well ... as usual went for books hunting just an hour ago during lunch. These days books hunting are usually meant for honey. Not really for myself. Always enthusiastic to learn about parenting. So many books that I can never finish browsing. An hour for me is never enough.

Today's agenda is to hunt for a good book for myself. Just realised I have not been kind to myself. Did not slot time for reading.

So what have I got today?

See ... this is what I got!

Thought suppose to get a book for myself? End up ... buying for my sweet honey.

Not too bad at least I have this to pamper myself for the time being.

Before you realise, my book hunting will begin soon!!!

Silence is Golden

There are some points in time when we do not utter a word. Not even a hymn. This is what I'm going through. Nobody knows what I'm thinking. It's unlike me! What's running through my mind, nobody knows except myself.

Is talking really strenous?

Voice is generated by airflow from our lungs. When air is pushed with sufficient pressure, our vocal folds vibrate.

Talking is not strenous; Listening is bothersome perhaps to some.

Why bother to listen?

Sigh ... I'd better stop here cuz ... I'm really getting nowhere.

Silence is Golden.

Welcome Baby Ashley

Last Sunday was invited to Baby Ashley's full-month celebration. It was the first time our honey Celestine attended such occasion. She may be too young to understand. Afterall, our honey is 2 months older than Ashley.

Was admiring Baby Ashley and reminded me of our Honey when she was born. All babies are simply irresistible. Don't you think so?

Comical part when people saw our Honey Celestine

"Wow ... baby so cute ..."

"Er ... newborn baby is there not this one ... , she is my gal gal."

Next moment, they twist their way to Baby Ashley and continue again ...

"Wow ... baby so cute ..."

We just break into laughter.

What a masquerader! Anyway ... doesn't matter. It was simply a joke.

How about viewing our new friend, Baby Ashley?

HAPPY 75TH LONG LIFE TO MY BELOVED DADDY

HAPPY 75TH BIRTHDAY TO OUR BELOVED DADDY

There's two things I know for sure:

She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl. As I drop to my knees by her bed at night. She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thank god for all the joy in my life. Oh, but most of all. For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."

"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."

In all that I've done wrong, I know I must have done something right to deserve a hug every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today, She's looking like her mama a little more everyday. One part woman, the other part girl. To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls. Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair.

"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."

With all that I've done wrong I must have done something right to deserve her love every morning and butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious timeLike the wind, the years go by.Precious butterfly.Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today. She'll make a promise and I'll give her away. Standing in the bride-room just staring at her. She asked me what I'm thinking and I said

"I'm not sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."

She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there; Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair"

Walk me down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."

"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy?

Daddy, don't cry!"
Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have done something right. To deserve your love every morning and butterfly kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.
I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

Lyrics by: Bob Carlisle

Butterfly Kisses

Celestine in Wonderland

Starts my day by greeting my little honey.

Good morning little honey!


We always have a good time together. I mean quality time.

I will share with her my plan for the day and what she will be expecting in the evening after I get back from work. 10 - 15 mins daily ritual of reading is always a must.


Then I will prepare to wash up and get ready for work.


While putting on my make up this morning, my little honey was lying on the bed with a glassy stare. I was describing to her what mummy was doing.

'Mummy is going to put on powder, eye liner, blusher and lipstick. Next time, honey will put on make up too. Not too young probably when you are much older etc...'


The next moment ... my little honey doze off to her wonderland ... here she is ...
Sweet Dream Honey, Mummy Loves You ...

Cuddly Duck

The sheep has a coat of soft white wool.

She munches grass until she's full.

With a red comb on his head,

the rooster crows, "get out of bed!"

Here's a cow looking at you,
Feel her nose, she might say, "moo".

With a curly tail, here's a pig.

Lots of food makes him big!

The goose has a beak, webbed feet and wings.
Can you touch one of these things?

My Whole World

"To the whole world you might be just one person, but to one person you might just be the whole world".

By Joseph Campbell

This quote simply captures me how I feel to be a mother with a baby gal at this age and literally to be my baby's whole world.

I feel the connection each time she grasp my finger. She's secure. She sleeps soundly and comfortably in my arms. I stroke her hair with softness. She is positioning herself in the right angle to seek security. She smiles when she's sleeping. I planted a goodnight kiss. Not just one but abundant. Wake up with my abundant kisses.

Am I her whole world?

Perhaps.

Until she is a world to someone.

My Hubby + My Celestine = My Whole World

Oh No! Oh No!

Oh No! Oh No! Oh My God!

This was my first reaction when I saw 'Her'.

Who's that? She lor!!! Who ... ???

Aiya, it's 'her'! Huh! 'The lover' Beg your pardon!

I SAID THE LOVER. SHE WAS HERE, IN MY OFFICE LAST EVENING.

Looking for Mr XXX.

So where was Mr XXX?

He was in his room.

'The poor lover' waited for almost half and hour, I think she has waited longer than this.

'She' came in @ 5.30pm sharp when I was about to pack up. I left the office around 6pm.

'This poor lover' just seated at the reception waiting and waiting.

I guessed Mr XXX doesn't want to meet her.

So what's next?

Doubts me as I already left office by then. Whatever happen next is for me to find out again!

Hee ... wait for my next report!

Cya!

My Birthday, My Best Gift Ever

Half of Year 2007 is gone.

My preggie is over.

My birthday past.

But definitely with much satisfaction.

My best gift ever ~ Celestine, En Ling

With her to celebrate my birthday is beyond description.

My best gift ever!

Celestine, My Cutie Pie

Not A Trace of Him on Earth?

Well ... this man, our friend. Not special but at least good enought to write abit of him so that we can leave a trace of him on Earth. Hopefully, some day, someone will influence you by leaving a trace with her!

Before writing this blog, was just talking to him on msn. He doesn't want anyone to write about him. (Leave no trace on Earth) Haha ... Guess what, the next moment, I'm here AGAIN (blogspot.com) to write about him.

I know he's going to scold me after reading this ... anyway I don't give a damn!!!

Celebrated his birthday last Saturday (14 July 07). It was a post birthday celebration.



Dinner @ http://www.garibaldi.com.sg/about.htm


Great choice friend!

Fritto Misto

Mixed seafood platter with crab cakes, prawn tail, sole fillets and calamari & lots more ...

Still remember darling and I had given him a G-String on his bird day when I 1st knew him!!!

If not wrong, should be a red colour. Can't recall!

Hope he got the chance to wear but please don't show us.

Ok, we definitely look forward to more celebration with this man who wants to leave no trace on Earth!

Is Honesty Being The Best Policy?

Remember I was sharing with you guys on last Friday, 13 July about this Mr XXX.

As usual, he reported to work this morning. I thought he had applied urgent leave. Nevertheless, after settling down for awhile, he got everyone into the conference room for a short "meeting".

This was what he said,
Sorry for causing the anxiety and inconvenience to everyone. I think I must explained since this has involved you guys now.
I admitted I have an "affair" with this woman. My wife got to know about it and we are dealing with this issue. That's the reason why I took leave last week to settle. I'm still very much in love with my wife. I had told this woman my stand and I guess she is unable to accept the fact. That is the reason why she came over to our office hoping I will reconsider the relationship.

My wife has already spoken to her and I'm going to leave this to my wife and the woman to handle. Afterall, they are women!

I'm a man, I will fall.

Right now, we just have to pray for her. Hope she will not threaten to commit suicide.

Sorry for causing the anxiety in the office and I hope it will not obstruct your daily work.

I think I should return to the office and deal with the problems.

Should the woman comes, I will handle her.

Thank you.

Well ... what did I say to him?
Thank you for sharing and being so honest with us.

A Bonding

An awesome bonding with Daddy

Friday, The 13th or Prankster?

I received a call @ the office an hour ago. This lady caller was looking for Mr XXX. She sounded very frail. Begging for help!!!

This was her 2nd attempts. Earlier on, was my colleague who picked up and too, the same caller sounded very soft. She was very quiet all the while when we asked if we could help. Just want us to look for Mr XXX for her!!! Then she hanged up the phone without leaving her name. We were so worried as it may turn up to be a life and death cause. Not sure if the caller is really suffering from anything!

We called Mr XXX after the lady's 1st attempt and apparently Mr XXX said he knew who's the caller. So we thought he might have returned her call. But we guess he didn't since this lady called again. Again, I wrote a sms to Mr XXX, told him about the whole scenario. Neither did he reply my sms.

Finally, Mr XXX called. According to Mr XXX, this "caller" is threatening him. He wants to apologise for the inconvenience caused. Worst of all, he wants everyone to leave the office by 5.30pm this evening in case if this "prankster" dash into the office. Which I hope not! Anyway, Mr XXX had applied urgent leave on next Mon and Tues. Think he is avoiding the "lady prankster".

Oh goodness, this "prankster" call again. She's on the line right now!!! Talking to my colleague. She wouldn't believe Mr XXX is not around in the office. She kept begging for help!!! Told her if she wanna seek help, please call the police. We can't help much.

Oh dear! What could it be? Well ... needless to say ... must be some BGR / secret lover problems!!! Though it's not our business but somehow it has affected us mentally. We are all afraid to answer "her call". Not only that, we dare not step out of the office in case if she barge in.

Moral of the story ... Man, Don't Play With Fire!!!

Where to Blog?

These few days have been trying to convert all my bloggies to blogspot.com however I'm still considering where to post it even to this very minute. Though I know there's nothing much to be adapted but still trying to accustom to the structure and formating.

Can anyone tell me where to post my blog? Friendster or Blogspot? Which is better? What a headache! I just want a cyberspace where I could pen down some interesting thoughts and experience. A space where I could download nice pictures.

In fact, my sisters really oppose to the idea of writing bloggie. Wouldn't want people to know so much about their life and etc. They would choose to be kept discreet about their delicate nature. Huh!!! Whatever!

In fact, was toying around the idea of setting a website dedicated to my Honey Celestine. But maintaining the webpage may be tough for me since I'm not good at Flash or HTML. Hubby just want me to remain in my bloggie world and not explore elsewhere. Oh well ...

New Role

Being a 1st time mother has definitely moulded me to be more mature. To put my gal as my top pirority list and to think of her before I act.

For a start, I wasn't prepared especially the limited sleep I'm experiencing. To wake up almost every 2 hourly for breast-feeding. Breast-feeding was a long process for me. By the time when I got back to my sleeping mode, our little cutie pie is whining for another feeding. At times, I was frustrated and lost. Unable to control the situation so the only resort is to sit and cry.

Thank God, I have a very kind supportive mother who is always there for me. She helps to pacify my daughter. Honestly, I feel guilty each time I throw tantrum towards my mother and daughter. I hope I could better control my temper.

I was as stubborn as an ox trying very hard to breastfeed my baby. People around me has encouraged to supplement formula milk for my honey so that I can rest more. Despite all these, I continue to breast-feed. Told myself no matter how tire I am, mummy Fiona will try her best to give. Unless no milk and that will be another story.

As a mother, I'm learning. Learning to be a good one. Learning to be a good communicator. Learning to meet my baby's demand. There are simply too much things to learn.

If anyone happen to read my bloggie, please tell me your experience being a mother. Maybe should get my hubby to write on my bloggie and tell me his new role too.

Right now ...I'm tying to balance my life, my new role and searching for a space for myself.
July 10, 2007

First Week @ Home with Honey Celestine

1st week @ home with Honey was probably a challenge for me as in motherhood!

Lack of sleep, breastfeeding, emotions, recovery from birth, roles of being a wife & a mother and lots more.

When baby honey was born, a true sense of loss emerged. I felt she was no longer in me. My possession has left me for a big big world. She is about to experience everything under the sky.

The recovery process was hell!!! The pain that I had gone through. The movement of a threaded needle sewing through my flesh. It was crazy! The phobia has lasted at least for a month. Not too sure if I want to go through this process again.
The facsinating part is to understand my newborn. At the moment, her only form of communication is her cry.

Thank God, our honey is a sweetie pie. She whines only when she's hungry. Otherwise, she is always a cheerful lovely sweetie.

As for my emotions, it was something that I find it hard to control. Weepy Fiona!

Husband has to tolerate my unpredictable mood swing. It was not easy for him. But I guess, this is something that we both have to work on. I expect and demand more from hubby. Poor hubby doesn't know what I want. I don't usually tell him. I thought at least he should learn to be more sensitive to the things happen around him.

If people were to ask if I wanna conceive again, I guess my answer of now is a NO NO NO! Perhaps it wasn't appropriate to ask especially during my unstable emotions.

The past is gone. Let's move on and watch our honey Celestine grows.
July 09, 2007

The Process - Part II

12 April 2007, Thursday

9:50am - Induction & Dripping

9:50am - The First Stage of Childbirth (Labor)
Early stage (Effacement of cervix & dilation begins)

9:50am onwards - Nightmare begins ... cervix dilating ...
1st antidote: Oxygen mask ~ Feeling dizzy
12:30pm - Last resort ~ Epidual (Taking effect) Cervix has dilated to 3cm - 4cm. Sleeping after the struggle. Rest well before the next challenge. Dilation is still active.

2:10pm - The 'Pushing' Begins ... Delivery of My Honey Celestine!!!

3:01pm - The arrival of Our Bundle of Joy, Baby Celestine
(Took an hour to push ... hee ...)
To be cont'd ...

The Process - Part I

12 April 2007, Thursday

6:00am - Alarm Clock {Ring Ring Ring} Time to wake up!!!
Did not sleep throughout the whole nite, Sigh!!!
6:30am - Time to wake up Hubby!!!
6:45am - Leaving home for breakie
6:55am - Boarded the cab
7:10am - McDonald Breakie, My favourite - Hotcake Meal

Sitting at this comfortable McDonald outlet at Centrepoint
7:30am - Walked to Mt Elizabeth
7:40am - Arrived at Mt Elizabeth / Ready to Check-In
Hubby pulling my belongings

7:50am - Welcome to my Delivery Suite
(Suite 8 ~ Lucky Number)

Nice Suite?

7:55am - Dress up for the new challenge
8:00am - Getting ready for bed

To be cont'd ...

A Simple Dinner, A Simple Nite

11 April 2007, Wednesday

Darling has promised to bring me for a dinner before I admit to the hospital on the next day.
Before that, we headed to St Andrew Cathedral, the church where Darling asked for my hands. We had our prayer. Prayed for a healthy strong baby and a smooth delivery. The prayer was pretty short and sweet as the church was about to close when we reached there. Just managed to squeeze through our way. Thank God, we were there.
Dinner on the way ...
What have we decided? Earlier on, was hoping Darling would bring me to Hyatt Hotel for a buffet dinner but guess both of us prefer a bigger crowds afterall, it's only the 2 of us.
Nearby resturants and cafes are located at Chimes, Raffles Hotels and Purvis Street. Finally, we decided the award winning Chef Chan Restaurant, a resturant that serves authentic Cantonese cuisine. This would be our last chance since the restaurant will be closing its business on 31 May 07. All along has always wanted to dine there as the ambient is cheena something unusual.
Well ... this was a special dinner for both of us as we are sure after this, it may take us a while to dine again - 'A romantic dinner'.
Of course the night did not end this way. We shop awhile and Darling has bought me an accessory ring.
But todate, I yet got the chance to wear. Hee ...
Am wondering when is my next simple dinner with darling hubby???

1 MORE DAY!!! 1 MORE DAY UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

11 APRIL 2007, WEDNESDAY

1 MORE DAY!!! JUST 1 MORE DAY!!!
Made a call to my gynae 1st thing in the morning when I opened my eyes. Was trying to enquire about my induction for tomorrow.
1. Must I induce?
2. What if after the induction, there's no sign of cervix opening?
3. Is C-section required?
4. Can I choose not to induce?
5. Can I wait for another 1 - 2 days?
These are some of the questions that I'd posted.
C-section is required if my cervix does not open. Oh gosh ... this is something that I have not prepared and wasn't thinking about all these while. Tears started falling on my cheeks and was so tormented by the scene. I have always thought natural birth is something that I always wanted to experience and what I need to go through as a woman.
Sigh ... this is the final countdown ... wondering how my little sweetie pie is doing. Like what hubby said ... end result is to ensure our mummy & little precious baby are fine.
This evening going to church for a prayer with hubby and we do hope to go through a smooth delivery. I'm sure God will be with us.
Hubby has promised to bring me to a big feast tonight. This is my last chance for being a glutton hee ...

So tomorrow getting ready to admit to the hospital by 8.30am.
& you guys will not be seeing me after a month time ...
Sayonara ... Pray for me, Hubby and Baby Celestine.

2 MORE DAYS!!! 2 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

10 APRIL 2007, TUESDAY

2 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 2 MORE DAYS!!!
I have gone the distance & soon it will be all worth it! Just have to prepare myself for the new changes in my life. I wonder how my beloved darling is feeling now?
His feeling: A sense of anticipation (Fatherhood)
The first chapter of my pregnancy is about to end. Next chapter is definitely going to be challenging & zestful. Revolving more about our Baby Celestine & my Beloved Hubby Deon.
Last but not least, just want to tell my Hubby,
HAPPY 1 YEAR & 10TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

3 MORE DAYS!!! 3 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

09 APRIL 2007, MONDAY

3 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 3 MORE DAYS!!!
Did not really do much except reading book. Poor hubby was busy with his work while I'm relaxing right infront of the computer catching up with friends. Some friends thought I would have given birth since I have disappeared from the msn for a couple of days.
In fact was busy at work. Trying to hand over last minute job to a new colleague. But guys, no worry ok ...
Once my precious gem has arrived, would definitely give you guys a buzz or sms ...

4 MORE DAYS!!! 4 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

08 APRIL 2007, SUNDAY

4 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 4 MORE DAYS!!!

Hey dude,
I'm here!!! Writing my dreamy bloggie again. I'm very free, real free. That means ... I'm yet to deliver!!!
Should you guys find me not writing or counting down to the day ... that means I have gone to the hospital to perform what a mother / woman should do! Delivery to a young precious gem.
I may not have the time in the next 1 to 2 months as I will be concentrating on our baby. No bloggie, no msn, no communication, perhaps only way to reach me is through mobile 9088 0597.

Anyone interested or care about me, please do call me at this number.

Thank you.
Your dreamy x'mas friend,
Mummy Fiona

5 MORE DAYS!!! 5 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

07 APRIL 2007, SATURDAY

This was my last "Saturday" - last weekend when I could shop freely with hubby before our precious gem is out in this world.
Hubby decided to catch a movie at Vivo City but the show that we gotta watch was all taken. In the end, we had our dinner at the Food Republic Food court.
Had always wanted to try 'Ah Koon' liang dou fu. Nice fishball and noodle. The last time we tried was at JB but we still prefer the one at JB.
After dinner, we met up with some friends for a cuppa.
It was a simple night outing for me but I always treasure the time with my hubby. Appreciate him for everything that he has done for me all these while.

6 MORE DAYS!!! 6 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

06 APRIL 2007, FRIDAY

6 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 6 MORE DAYS!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY DEON DEON!
This is the day when both myself and hubby waiting for.
We were waiting to see if this will be the day when our Baby Celestine is born.
Well ... you guys would have guessed if not, I would not be so free to pen down this bloggie.
Just gotta wait again!

7 MORE DAYS!!! 7 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

05 APRIL 2007, THURSDAY

7 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 7 MORE DAYS!!!
Final check up at the clinic.
YES YES: Baby Celestine is healthy.
YES YES: Mummy's placenta is big enough for baby's growth.
NO NO: No induction on Easter Day, Friday - 06 April 2007. If cervix has not soften, caesarean may be carried out.
(Gynae prefers me to experience natural birth).
*** From now to Thursday, 12 April 2007, should there be no contraction, please admit to the hospital on your own by 8:30am.
NOW: To prepare myself mentally.

8 MORE DAYS!!! 8 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

04 APRIL 2007, TUESDAY

8 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 8 MORE DAYS!!!
Tomorrow will be going to the gynae for my last check up.
Not too sure what is he going to tell me?
Will I be expected to deliver tomorrow? Must I admit to the hospital immediately because there is a dilation? Can I go for induction on Friday because hubby's birthday? The thoughts just keep flowing and flowing ... seems endlessly.
This stage is really torturous. Can't even get myself to bed. Tossing and turning has became more strenous. Getting up from bed is even distastrous. Gotta get up with the help from hubby and sometimes has to push myself. Honestly, it is not easy during this stage. Before I realised, it's going to be end of the chapter.
So now just sit back and enjoy. Hee ...

9 MORE DAYS!!! 9 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

03 APRIL 2007, TUESDAY

9 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 9 MORE DAYS!!!
I can't wait anymore ... the past few nights was pondering if I should go for an induction on 06 April 07, Good Friday, happen to darling's birthday.
But after much consideration with darling, think we should allow Baby Celestine to decide her own destiny. Hee ... sounds like we are advocating a democracy here.
On the other hand, I do really wish she could come out on the Good Friday. It will be a double joy for daddy.
Well ... hope you can hear me now darling ... :)

10 MORE DAYS!!! 10 MORE DAYS UNTIL 12 APRIL ...

02 APRIL 2007, MONDAY

10 MORE DAYS!!! JUST 10 MORE DAYS!!!
Let's welcome our new bundle of joy, Baby Celestine.

FALSE ALARM, FALSE ALARM!!!

26-03-07, Monday

Fear gripped me for a minute that I may be due for labour - my precious little gem might be arriving soon to greet the world and her anxious family.
Next thing I know, I found myself heading towards Mt Elizabeth. I was trying to reach before my gynae left for his operation.
My heart was pounding fast and it was until repeated assurance from Dr Kowa that I felt a sense of calm and had the peace of mind that our little princess aren't ready to see the world afterall, not yet.
What a false alarm I had!!!

Counting Down ...

20 more days to our little bundle of joy - Baby Celestine!!!
23-03-07, Friday

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THANK YOU FOR YOUR GREAT SUPPORT!

Not a good time!

This is definitely not a good time for me. Caught a very bad flu since last week and yet to recover. Throat is so dry that I keep gulping with plenty of H2O.

My head is spinning and seems so listless. Feel so wanted to take a mc but trying to control as there are too many things to do in the office. Tomorrow is another review to see my Baby Celestine. Hope I do not spread the flu virus to her. Assurance from the GP, usually flu virus does not spread or affect the baby. They are well protected by the placenta.
Hope to recover fully.
& now just can't wait for 5.30pm so that I can knock off and rush back home to play with my doggie Rocher and to catch some sleep.

The fact that sleep is important and indisputable. It is necessary for the body to rest and restore itself for growth and for mental well-being and clear thinking.
The funny thing is I sleep a lot yet don't seems to be cleared in thinking. Still as blur as before hee ...
So friends, tell me do you really sleep a lot or do you find sleeping is a chore and a waste of time?

March 15, 2007

Before I Forget ...

Before I forget ... I would like to thank my family and friends who have always been around feeding me with genuine advices throughout my preggie stage.
There are so many people whom I like to express my gratitude.

1st: My Hubby, Deon
Thank you for being part of me and share your dreams and life with me as a husband. Thanks for your monthly contribution for the bird nest. Hee ... Providing me and Baby Celestine with a comfort life and showering me with lots of love and care. Your forever love is priceless …

2nd: My Mother
Your unconditional love is the greatest of all mankind. You do not complain nor dwell on the things you have sacrificed for me. You are always there for me when I needed you dearly. Despite my complaint and shouting yet no hurtful words came out from your mouth. This is what we call motherhood.

3rd: Sisterhood
No other gals can replace my 4 eldest sisters. They are my closest kin. This sisterhood is extraordinary. And they are the one who know me best! They have been coaching me since the day I was born. Sharing difficult moments and caring for one another as a family. Now, their youngest gal is growing up and going to be a mother soon.

4th: My Mother-In-Law
She has treated me like her own daughter. She takes care of my well-being. And in the future, she will take on part of my responsibility to take care of my honey Celestine. Providing her with more care & loves!

Next: To All My Friends

Ellen: She has been very helpful. She buys breakfast for me most of the time if not, my daily breakfast would be the same old thing like fried bee hoon, soybean milk, bread with butter & sugar and pastry from Delifrance. Not only that, she is my lunch companion. We lunch together almost every day. Knowing that I have became more fragile and she will try to go out with me more often to ensure my safety is within control.

Sulin: My sweetest pal whom I share my feelings, my emotions, my thoughts and secrets most of the time during office hour through windows messenger.
Sulin is someone whom I can trust and rely on. For sure she is no nonsense person. She can give me constructive and analytical advices. So most of the time will always rely on her to give me genuine feedbacks! Even Deon has claimed that both of us are quite common in some ways especially shopping is concerned.

Elna: This bubbly gal has been very busy lately but I know all these while, she cares for me even though we hardly meet each other as compared to the past. So hope to see her more often and lots of nite hangouts at Mustafa. She is also our private pharmacist hee …

Kim: She is a mother of 2 boys who shares with me about her experience as a mother and a traditional wife who is so "guai" that I find her extinct. Nevertheless, she has taught me to be a good mother in this way and that way …

There are many friends whom I like to point out but I guess gotta stop here and hope to continue my list soon.

Last but not least, I need to seek your forgiveness should I miss out your name.

Thank you very much.
March 13, 2007

Who's Cranky? Who else but me???

Tire? Sleepy? Lethargic? Listless? ... the list just go on & on ... getting more cranky these few days! Can't sleep well due to the weight and strain from my tummy. Simply can't wait to welcome the arrival of our darling, Celestine. Worst of all, a relapse of soar throat and flu after having 2 packs of 'Rojak' since Saturday with hubby. Serve me right! I know that.

Less than a month, I know both hubby and myself will suffer from a serious sleep deficit with our eyes red and nerves frayed.

Last night was worst, I thought I could get a good night sleep but subconsiously was well awaken by the thoughts of delivery. Imagined myself to be delivered in a few days time if not will be another week or 2. Sigh ... is this one of the depressive symptoms that most preggie women face? Definitely not suffering from any prenatal depression!!!
Health check with Ellen to see if I'm suffering from any depression! Of course not!!!
Good, mental health is well-balanced.
The best I can do is to make sure I learn to relax and get enough sleep. To recover fully before Baby Celestine arrives.

A Quote Worth Repeating

"We're all born under the same sky, but we do not have the same horizon." - Konrad Adenaur

March 12, 2007

Another Review On 1st March 07

1st March 07, Thursday

Another monthly review to greet our Baby Celestine.
This time, our little precious head's has been engaged. (Meaning the head is heading downwards and waiting for the day to be born). Her current weight is about 3kg that is about 6.5 pounds. Think by the time she is born, her estimated weight should be between 3kg - 3.6kg? Anyway, let's wait and see.

I was appeased as I could expect a normal delivery on the arrival date ... only qualms too see if I do require any epidual. I'm trying to balance my mind and to keep positive mindset by reminding myself to withstand the pain. This is the biggest challenge in my life until I have no choice but to kowtow to the pain.

Like what my hubby always say,
"Whatever the mind can conceive, the human can achieve".

With his encouragement, I will try!

God is with me, hubby and Baby Celestine and He shall protect us from any harm.

My New Hairdo For CNY 2007

This is my new hairdo in preparation for CNY '07.
Don't you think I resemble the extinction of a "Do Do Bird"?
How do I look previously?

What's the difference?
Well ... what else but my fringe? Had my fringe shorter than ever but not the length of my hair. Unwilling to cut all these years. Even if so, at least half a inch to 1 inch. That's what I always tell my hubby, it's not easy for a hairdresser to earn my $$$.
So when is the next round I would step into the hairsalon? Probably when Baby Celestine is due and when I'm ready for another hairdo. Perhaps, I may change the colour of the hair and either to get it perm or to straighten again. You will not expect any drastic change. But 1 thing for sure, I will not cut my hair in the fit of anger. It is not worth at all.

Unlike the "shear madness" from Britney Spears, many believe she may be suffering from a nervous breakdown or did it in act of rebellion against her mother. Whatever the reason, I just find it silly to vent your anger in this way. The life of a celebrity is really outrageous from us.
This is not the look that most Asian will want and definitely not for me.

But wonder how would I look with a shear skull? Couldn't imagine!!!
February 21, 2007

GONG XI FA CAI

GONG XI GONG XI ...

WISHING EVERYONE A PROSPEROUS & BLESSED GOLDEN PIG YEAR!!!

Time to buy new clothes, time to buy new pair of shoes, time to give up 'ang pow ~ red packets', time to munch our fav goodies, time to countdown the arrival of our Baby Celestine.

This year is different for me. Clothing is quite limited esp when I'm preggie but still manage to get some nice dresses for the new year. Very simple just 3 different basics colours. Pink, Green & Purple... & also a red pair of heels. Anyway, u will get the chance to see cos soon ... I will get it posted on this bloggie hee...

How is everyone going to celebrate your CNY?
Staying home & rot ...
Hiding away from all those nasty 3-gu-6-po, avoiding topics like 'marriage', 'child-planning' & etc ???
Well ... the best hideaway is to travel overseas and I believe there are many people are planning.

So what am I going to do?

As usual, a big family gathering and not forgetting those friends that we have not seen for quite sometime. A friend who just came back from Japan, a friend from Aussie and the sad thing is another close friend is departing ... she is leaving to Melbourne.
The next thing is, I need to avoid all those fav goodies for the sake of my health and baby Celestine. I try but if i fail ... well that's too bad. Cos ...

Happy Mummy Fiona = Happy Baby Celestine

Well...meanwhile enjoy your long holiday and for those who gamble,

'May you win lots & lots of $$$$ $$$$'
... to be cont'd
February 16, 2007

Amazing Moment

03-02-07, Saturday
Time is undeniably fleeting and I'm already at my 3rd and final trimester. Soon I'm going to miss this miraculous moment. The moment of being a preggie woman who is loved and adored by everyone. Centre of attention perhaps & the pain I'm going through is insignificant.

Hubby had accompanied me to my monthly review at the gynae. This is another amazing moment for us to greet our little darling. Guess what she was doing when we saw her?
This little cutie pie was sticking her tongue as if she was licking something. With her clenching fist resting underneathe her chin. Every movement from her is so amusing especially knowing that she is enjoying her time in my tummy. Kind of mischivious but it's fine at least I know she is lying comfortably in my tummy without any disturbance.

Checked with my gynae to see if I'm experiencing Baxton Hicks but he claimed that it is not. The pain that I'm going through is the position from my baby's head that makes me feel the strain at the abdomen. Her head is pushing down but there is enough room for movement until she is fully-grown. I feel the strain even when I'm lying on the bed.

Nevertheless, my hubby has been understanding and he tried to meet my every expectations. This is something that I shouldn't complain. Nothing much to talk about. Hee ...

After the review, we went shopping from morning till late night at Orchard. Bought some baby rompers and honestly can't wait to see our Baby Celestine wearing.

She will be daddy and mummy's little gal before we both realise, this child of us has grown up to be a young lovely lady whom men will adore and shower her with lots of love.

Baby Celestine, both daddy and mummy simply can't wait to cuddle you in our arms. Our beloved child.

3 Preggie Mummy

3 preggie mummy waiting for our newborn.

The other 2 mummy are 2 to 3 weeks ahead of me and our baby Celestine is going to be the youngest of all. 2 gals and 1 boy to be delivered soon ...
Lots of doubts and questions on our mind. Through the sharing from each husbands, think we learn quite a fair bit. You will be surprised that men these days are getting more knowlegeable about women and their pregnancy.
Perhaps this is what we call, new-age man. A man who is characterize as modernize and sensitive towards the people around them, I supposed. Correct me if I'm wrong!!!
We should always count our blessings if we found such man.
And now, we just pray that all babies are healthy and lovable.
Joy to all 3 daddy & mummy ...

Preggie Woman, Top Pirority

02-02-07, Friday
Just came back from lunch not long ago and trying to pen down something interesting before dumping to the back of my brain.

Was chatting with my colleague, Ellen at the train station while on our way back to the office. She saw me munching "You Tiao" and I guessed she can't resist the temptation and started pinching too. :p And she claimed that I have the rights to pinch while she can't. The right is pregnant woman is free to eat wherever they go and eat if they are hungry. True or not? I'm not sure. But it does remind me of my experience or practice the rights in the public during Boxing Day in Yr 06.

It was a gift exchange and a gathering with some closed friends at NYDC outside Heeren. A reservation was made @ 7.30pm. As usual, all friends were late except myself & hubby. Funny thing is even if we are late, somehow we are still the 1st to reach. Anyway, this is not important.

When we were seated, I started munching on 'Auntie Annie' my favourite Sugar Cinnamon which I bought while on the way to the cafe. As I was too hungry to wait.
So before our friends came, one of the waiter approached me and reminded me that outside food was not allowed. I'm not sure what has gotta over me and I started confronting him by telling him that ... 'Hey, look i'm pregnant and I'm extremely hungry and none of my friends are here". Before I finished my sentence, the restaurant manager came ... and I guessed he realised that I'm pregnant so he began to pull his staff away ... so I told him, can't I munch while waiting for friends? I'm pregnant and very hungry. Furthermore, it's kind of impolite if I start to order now ... so the manager apologised and walk away.

See, this is how I make use of my rights but of course I'm not trying to encourage all preggie women to behave like I was. It's just happen that I freaked out on that evening. Usually, I'm not that nasty. All I wanted is to capture every moments of my preggie stage. Just act naturally and be spontaneous. :p Njoy as much while you are preggie.

I'm just 68 days away from my expected due date. Frankly speaking, I will really miss this sensational miraculous moments. At the same time, can't wait to cuddle and declare to the world that Baby Celestine, this baby gal, this precious gem is both I & Deon's baby. We truly embrace and love.

February 01, 2007